One of my (sequential) wives was sexually involved with an older man when she was below puberty. Older men are now her preference. I was 48 and she was just turning 20 when we met. We were together for about 10 years before she out-grew me. Of course, she spoke fondly of "him" many times. Her anger, however, was towards her mom who allowed it for "monetary benefits". Today, she's married to another older man.