Rainbowloom, you have quite elegantly summarized my ongoing struggle.

In truth, I can envision a future where I enjoy healthy loving interactions with both girls and women. Perhaps my process is not the most direct or the most effective, but I embrace it as my own.

Currently, I am committed to applying classic no-fap practices to empower my move forward into wholeness. I've read the success stories, and believe that I can be one of them.

I greatly appreciate your compassion both for me and the challenges that I face.