I love you Gunner. When do your children get to marry? If my children are not married by the 25 th of March I will have enough and would love for my children to marry as well. I know my parents would be devastated too but then she doesn't ask. She just wants my marriage to be successful and to be happy. I know they would just feel terrible. It would be hard for them but if they understood I know they would think about it for a few weeks but not worry about it completely. If I had a choice about when I married Gunner I would rather be married in March of next year when we know she is pregnant. So we will get to celebrate Christmas together with our friends. The more I think about it the more I think that I love you and I know that you love me but I also know my family cannot know this and would find it very difficult to be in that situation. I guess this is how my life has been going. I want to get married but when I thought about the thought of her wedding.