Hey Guys,

Lately, I have been obsessed with many young girls in general. It's to where it is making me careless, and ignoring some of my priorities. I stay up way past my bedtime, and sleep is important. I was up until 4 am one morning and overslept by 45 minutes. I got to work, but had to work my butt off from not being properly prepared. Dozing off on my breaks, so I am trying to take a step back and get my priorities straight. But sometimes I can't help it. I been going to parks and malls, to eavesdrop on anyone that seem to sympathize with young girl lovers. I have to go to specific areas, not the complete obvious or too discreet, it has to be a precise balance.

I noticed lately, young girls have been dressing more bold, and I find myself staring carelessly at them, especially if she smiles and keeps looking at me. As family and friends get-togethers populations increase, I'm seeing more young girls, surrounding me. Yes, this is a good thing, but my obsession is not. Don't worry, you are not going to hear about me in the news or anything, I'm just saying, it's keeping me from doing regular things. I try to get privacy, but friends and family keep finding me, when all I want is for my brain to reset. I get zoned out thinking about some encounters I have, and remember the smile, and the confident conversation I have with some young girls. More so today, than when I first joined Girl Chat over 10 years ago (can you believe it's been THAT long, and more?!?!?).

I just wanted to get this off my chest. I don't want that horrible feeling I had long time ago, to come back, and I ask myself, "Am I a monster?" because of my recent obsessions. This also goes with other things I cannot mention, (Rules 1,4, and 5). This involves the Social Media, that even though not perfect, but I still need to protect many parts of Social Media except Facebook. I don't know if anyone went through this kind of obsession, because if you have, I definitely feel your pain. If someone told me this would be happening to me long ago, I would have laughed. You guys take care!

Cheers!!