I had no sexual experience neither with adults nor children.

Well, I have. I am also pro-contact, just legally. (If that's possible.)

Male-to-female transgender. Under NO circumstances do I have a... god, I don't know how to say it. I cannot think badly about you or any transgender. In fact, I am happy for you. I am happy that you are you. (I'm not doing this right, but hopefully, you'll get my intent.)

But, I am heterosexual pedosexual. (I like that phrase.) Maybe better would be "heteropedosexual"? I like little girls 6 to 9. So, transgender little girls pose a weird problem for me. If I see a little girl (original gender or transgender), I will pedophilically lust after Her. But, if the child looks to me like a boy (either is one or was one), the lust bubble pops and I'm stuck in a "What?" loop. I am broken and my lust programming locks up and I have no idea how to think. Weird for me. Not the lack of lust but, rather, I don't know what to think, sexually.

With that poor attempt to explain myself, please understand that I have no animosity for anyone transgender, gay, or straight, or pedophile. I like being different and am glad other people are differenter than my different.

I'm just not good at explaining just how screwed up I am. :D

A big, welcoming hug to you, okay?