I know I posted once or twice a few years ago on this nick but that was just a fleeting thing.

I guess a reintroduction is in order. People change in over a decade, usually not the core of them but it is possible. This will be a disjointed post. Kind of just typing my thoughts up as they come.

I created this account over ten years ago. Between 11-12 years if I am remembering correctly. I was a fresh-faced (my genes have been kind to me, still have a youthful face)late-teen realizing he was a pedophile. So much has changed and happened. I've been through a hell of a lot. I have watched little girl friends grow and become young woman. Oddly enough I am actually dating one of them legally now.

Man have times changed, then again, a year on the internet is like a decade anywhere else. I remember some and forgot a lot in regards to GC and VoA. I remember awesome things, dumb things, silly things, embarrassing things and everything in between.

Who is still around? Trucker? Dissident? Kissbyalice? Does that girl Faye still exist? Forgive me for my spelling by the way. Webmastercritest? Siva? Uumm dang wasn't Taf-kat one? Hen-wen I think? Um Mesmerized, I loved his girl moments. Griffen I see, someone I disliked but honestly I always thought about him from time to time. Life experience has opened my eyes to some things. I'm sure I'll remember more as I surf.

Some names from VoA... I see Starlet Luver on here, what about Keegan? Shakennotstirred I remember as well. Hmmm Joey Bishop too.

From teens to 30s. Man it feels crazy. You old heads are probably laughing at me having been through more of the journey of life. I don't mind providing a chuckle for my naive epiphanies.

I guess I might talk about one of the more interesting tidbits I mentioned, dating a lgf legally. Well...

She was around five and I was around sixteen when we met. Her mom would always comment on how much she loved me, she would always talk about me, when together we spent all our time with one another. Well she recently turned 19, I am around 30. It just made sense honestly. It really is kind of like a dream come true. No this is not S if anyone remembers me talking about her. S sadly isn't the kind of lady I would date. S did have a younger sister that I had an amazing lgf relationship with for a time but she is now a young lady herself that is doing her own thing.

Man I remember pulling all nighters on VoA and here. Just posting and waiting for responses. Times are different. There is so much... um... MAP activity on Twitter and I hate all of it (nearly all). All the pronouns in bio, victim cult mentality, self-diagnosing attention seeking and it's all so anti-contact leaning. I missed the movement on Tumblr which was probably more of the same. I guess a lot goes on in discord?

I don't know things seem worse than before in regards to our movement or whatever it is. Oh no now LGsouL is going to start being pessimistic. I'll drop it for now.

Anyway.

I have one little girlfriend now from where I work. Super cute but extremely feisty girl. The most feisty I've been with. Love her though. I love independent and strong little girls. I'll talk more about her later.

Would you believe this idiot is a therapist? Crazy. Feels good to be back after typing all that. Keeping all this bottled up isn't healthy I'd hazard to guess.