GirlChat #732547
Like I said, I was naive. Even though I had rough experiences, I still was too judgemental. Having kind of lived it now, I feel kind of stupid for thinking that way, though I shouldn't feel bad for youthful ignorance.
Just as an example, watching a close friend of a similar age to myself slowly rot away painfully until death became a relief for him. Something I had only read about. However, being next to him while he told me "I can't do this, this pain, death will be an escape, I do not fear it anymore". If there was no pain, it was because he was on painkillers so strong he would hallucinate and my intelligent political opponent babbled about seeing pigs with phones flying out the hospital window. Sorry for the depressive talk, I just mean to apologize for something you didn't even know about heh |