Something has ended in my life -- for the time being. Now I am beginning to feel that I have too much time on my hands.

I have seriously thought that I should find a new hobby. But what hobby? I have gone thru all possibilities in my mind and noticed that nothing interests me enough. I have had many hobbies -- traveling, reading, music -- but they simply do not interest me very much any more.

I studied Chinese characters for a few years, but then stopped. It was useless, I don't have any intention to go to China any more, and that hobby was actually just a burden.

So I don't want any hobby that becomes a burden.

I walk 65-85 minutes a day, but it is a duty, not a hobby.

New people? Oh shit, I don't want them to my life. Maybe square dance with old ladies? Oh hell.

I simply cannot imagine anything that could be my new hobby.