"Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world" - William Butler Yeats (The Second Coming)

"The best laid schemes o' mice an' men, gang aft a-gley." - Robert Burns (To a Mouse)

Things don't always work out the way we hoped they would, but there are always new chances and new paths to take, and sometimes they are better than what we thought we wanted. I hope this will be the case for you.

In the mean time, some virtual hugs for you.