2So I said before I would look back at my old posts as LGsouL and AK47 for some self-reflection and analysis. 6Where better to start than my first post as LGsouL, my first post here1.

I posted two into posts that were four hours apart, the first one being shorter than the second.

Tuesday, October 23 2007 at 6:39:25PM "What's up"

What's up girlchat. I am obviously new here. I am short on time but later I am going to make a full introduction post. I am pro-contact and I guess you could say youth liberationist. I want everyone to know why I am and to know a bit more about me. As for now I just want my name to get out there.

I guess I was excited to post otherwise why would I just not wait until I had the chance to post a full one?

Tuesday, October 23 2007 at 10:16:43PM "Here I go: Intro Post!"

Okay now it is time to fully introduce myself. I am between the ages of 18-22 and live in the good old USA. I am a girl-lover, pedophile, maa, whatever you choose. My AoA ranges from toddlers to adult women. Toddlers to about 12 or 13 being the strongest attraction. When I say attraction I mean much more than just sexual. As many here probably do also.

I have lived a relatively easy life so far. I have friends which includes LG's, peers, and adults. I have almost no intention of popping out of the toy box. My life is good and I want to work with kids and have children and adopt two little girls. If I get forcebly outted, well then I plan to be more successful than Lindsay Ashford. Onto my pro-contact and youth liberationist views.

Abolish the AoC, and while you are at it abolish all ageist laws. There is a problem in this world. It is the belief that children are stupid. Adults see them as inferior. They let the law take place of parenting. Leaving the kids ignorant. Example: Parents not teaching their kids about drugs, sex, or alcohol because of laws in place. I could go into more detail but I will not, now at least.

Why am I pro-contact? Is it because I want little girl ass? Or because I want to beat off to kiddy porn? Hardly, it is because little girls should be able to do what they want with their bodies. This world (mainly the US) has this belief that sex is evil or dirty. No, sex feels good that is all. Theres no sacredness connected to it. If a little girl wants to masturbate then let her! If she wants to do it for all the world to see on the internet then let her dammit! Sexual touching or play does not fuck kids up. Its all the fuckers shoving it into her head that its wrong and dirty and evil.

This will never work though. Not in this society. But in a youth liberated one it could. One where kids are taught that they are not less than adults. That they can say no to an adult. One in which sex (non penetrative) is fun just like a game. Not serious.

The obvious thing to note is that I am now between 28-32 years old. My AoA is still toddlers to adult women. However, my attraction to toddlers has somewhat reduced as has my attraction to adult females. My strongest AoA is now likely between 6-18ish. Though I can still be attracted to females down to three and up to the 30s.

Honestly, I had not lived an easy life so far at that point. Not particularly difficult mind you, but around that age I was avoiding issues and difficulties and telling myself it was all fine and dandy.

I do work with kids now, I did that much, but I no longer want to adopt two girls, least of all while single! That was youthful naivety on my part.

Also, if I was outed, I would have covered myself. No way I would have been an activist like Ashford. I was just trying to seem cool and convince myself I would do that. In reality, I know looking back I would have just denied it heavily.

I pretty much agree with abolishing the laws I referred to. Not so much because of their ageist roots but because I am an ancap and have philosophical and logical disagreements with them. Honestly, youth liberation is also not a focal point for me any longer. While I still largely sympathize, I am not as radical as I was. I tempered my radical views with some logic.

I largely have the same views about consensually expressed sexuality being harmful for kids only because of sociogenic and iatrogenic harm.

I also still believe children should be looked upon more equally than we currently look at them.

So that was interesting. I am excited to continue doing this. I will be picking posts of significance/posts I feel like analyzing/reflecting upon.