I'm in a very sad state.

That's all I can say.

I'm penniless. My phone died. I'm isolated from the girls. My academic activities are stalled.

I try not to let darkness take me over but it's hard.

* Yes, 90% of that is lockdown related. But that I can spot a reason doesn't make it any easier.

I never before had reflected on the fragility of human civilization. Or on how much I need it.

Me and many girls on another planet. That would be perfection.