... or have you only been reading what other members have said about it thus far?

Plz don't tell me something like the following if you have not: "no, I don't want to read it cuz my buddies don't like it."

(It's ok if you have not read it because of a time issue. It is somewhat long after all; me venting as much as possible all at once in a single piece. A small work of art to explore the issues, AND try to fix some of them. Also - you do not have to read it- a choice that was always there to anyone - I wanted to share, not force people into something. Similar to good parenting and raising of children. At this point, I am not sure if it will help me if you do read it.)

Anyway, if you say something like that I will take your own sword and slice you up with it!

Ha. Oh my. I am definitely sounding rude there. Well, you stuck your tongue out at me (:P) and indirectly called me a narcissist in a clever manner. That was just me defending myself in return from what I see in the depths of both us fighting each other and should avoid becoming entirely: beasts.

If you let me know if you have read my speech/statement/thesis/essay/manifesto which technically is not a finished work as I wanted it to be, it will help me to see the big picture of who you are, and how you like to psychologically operate. I do not remember seeing any evidence that you have read it - so I am asking. Keep in mind that I am trying to achieve equilibrium with you.

P.s. Every time I write, there is something else I wish I could have added, or said better in a post. It really is amazing how much effort I have had to put into explaining some very simple ideas, that as Noam Chomsky would say, are so simple to understand that sometimes people only want to see them as being complex. This is a paradox, I am stuck in a paradox, and when paradoxes in writing occur, the only way to stop a paradox is to cause the writing to end. I need this to end, so I would like to work on that by doing my best to wrap this up in the best of ways. I need to stay away from GC, as it does not truly help me, yet, what does not kill you will make you stronger. Thank you kindly!