...but then I also suffered from social seclusion. I had all kinds of problems that I don't have now: how to get work and learn to work, what to study, if anything, how to find women -- yes, back then it was women.

Now all those problems are over. And while I am reclusive, it is important for me to know that where I live there are people around me in every direction: when I was young, I lived in a different place and suffered from a dreadful feeling of desolateness.

But being a hermit is nothing new to me.