...every message of yours is like a cry for help?

For me it does not mean anymore "how could I get little girls"?

It means "how could I find that final idea that I am looking for?"

But before the message goes to the Emperor, it has to pass a thousand walls and yards, be accepted by a thousand guards, and if in the end the Emperor sends an answer, it must again go through a thousand walls and yards, be accepted by a thousand guards, and if the answer ever comes, I will probably be dead already...

But still we must keep trying.