You guess what it means. No, it is not any little girl, there are no little girls in my life any more, and I don't even miss them.
I saw my two great-grandnephews when I was visiting my sister, but -- they are boys.
Good that my relationship with the little boys' mother, my grandniece, one of them, is natural. Once I was in love with her, and I was afraid that it has somehow reached her ears... maybe it has, maybe not, but our relationship was natural now that I met her. I also met her more than two years ago, but then there was a big crowd around and I did not speak with her.
No, I am half-happy because I found out a working idea. This summer has not been very good as for ideas: in June I came up with a good idea, after that... nothing. So I have a good reason to be half-happy and relieved.
No, I don't smoke any more, but that grandniece of mine does.