It's been 5 years since I've conversed with my fellow girl lovers. It's been a crazy ride. I find myself dealing with more anxiety and doubt than in quite some time, if not ever before. I think many of you will remember me and I hope you are doing as well as you can be.

I've decided that I need to be back here. It's been too long. I'm incredibly glad this place is still around after all this time. It's damn near twenty years since I started posting here.

Was just listening to one of my favorite songs, Deacon Blues by Steely Dan. I think this excerpt is applicable:

My back to the wall
A victim of laughing chance
This is for me
The essence of true romance
Sharing the things we know and love with those of my kind
Libations, sensations
That stagger the mind