I've been through both those things. The last four years have been disgustingly painful. But I don't need to hear, in such a blunt way, from such an old friend, that I am "broken" somehow WITH LITTLE TO NO INFORMATION TO GO OFF OF IN EITHER DIRECTION.

My initial post was sooo simple because I wasn't really sure where to begin. I was just trying to say "Hi I'm back, not really sure what to write, food for thought" and then the only person who replies is big mon Hajduk with his infallible ego just to tell me I'm less than. Without even commenting on the food for thought. So I was like,

What?

Experimental Psychotherapy, Rainbow gets a virgin bunny, I have so much to talk about that I can't pick a topic.

Like I was just instantly taken aback and had all my motivation killed to do any writing because he basically said it wasn't worth. Thankfully that is changing. I might stick around regardless. I have interesting stories to tell.

I've been to hell and back baby but I ain't... dead... yet.