...except if I happen to have a nightmare.

And... lately I have wondered if I have grown into a very worrying direction: I am satisfied, temporarily, only if I find some idea (an allegorical one, I don't want to speak more about it). For the rest of my time I am frustrated and somehow depressed. So my happiness depends on whether I have found an idea or not, it is not a good development.

When you find a new idea, you know it: your logic accepts it and it feels good in your solar plexus. And it feels good in my solar plexus right now.

(Only now did I realize that your message was a reply to my message, because I almost always use just Date Index.)