...due to the unexpected funeral in June. I don't like it! I don't like having to go to that part or any other part of my country many times in the same summer, but still I must go there one more time in August.

The train restaurants or the train trips in general still make me restless and upset the normal balance of my life. That's something I cannot afford. What I need is routine in my life. Then everything goes well.

I have just agreed that I go there just for three more days and then come beck as soon as possible -- to meet an old school pal.