...who want to "activate" me, who want to get me to take part in various events and occasions that don't interest me the least bit, and who want to discuss "ideas" and "philosophy" and "theories" with me.

It is so nice to be alone, even the whole day. And after I have done my daily, mostly frustrating brainwork, I just want to be, just want to be alone, just want to be lazy without thinking of any ideas or philosophies or theories.