Yes, when I get **that thing** ready and REALLY retire, I may have time to delve into that matter. **That thing** causes a lot of frustration and stress, though I don't work with it for many, many hours a day: anyway the stress and frustration are there 24 hours a day.

There is another thing that burdens me: the daily walk. I hate it, though I don't walk every day. One thing makes me wonder: why do I have to suffer the strain of walking just to live longer and suffer in this miserable world?

In other words, why do I have to suffer almost every day just to suffer longer?