We could have so much more together if I wasn't so afraid....

"Hey, _____, want to come play at my house?"

"Hey, _____, want to go see that movie you said you wanted to see?"

I know her parents, they trust me. I'm not exactly a "family friend" or anything, but I've been to their house.

Why do I find this so difficult?

Why am I such a coward that I can't seem make efforts to see my girls or further my relationships with them?

My LGF, right now, would JUMP at the opportunity to spend a day with me.

But there are so many other people that I'm worried would find it "weird" if I were to make such a proposition, including but not limited to her parents.

How can I get over this?

Are there certain ways I can approach it? Certain conversations I can have with my girls?

Is it just not that easy?

Does it just take time to learn?

I am frustrated with myself for not having the courage to take a risk of possibly looking "weird". If it means getting to spend a lot more time with her, or becoming a lot closer with her, I should be able to take that risk, shouldn't I?

So why is it so hard for me, Girl Chat?

Sincerely,

- Rainbow