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There was a time when I would have joined.

Posted by rainbowloom on Friday, January 16 2015 at 04:36:58AM
In reply to Introducing 'Virtuous Pedophiles' posted by EthanEdwards on Thursday, January 15 2015 at 11:01:48PM

It was during my teen years.

I was depressed. Why was I depressed? Because hysteria put images of wounded, tearful little girls in my head and told me "people like you do that!"

But you know what happened before I could go completely suicidal? I found GC and actually started PAYING ATTENTION TO LITTLE GIRLS IN MY LIFE INSTEAD OF BEING AFRAID OF THEM, a.k.a. "anti-contact".

And you know what happened then? As a result of paying attention to little girls - as I am naturally inclined to do - I (gasp) developed a REAL, STRONG, HEARTFELT relationship with one. Imagine that! And there's so much room for it to grow. You know, just a thought, we might actually end up together! I'll be in her life for the forseeable future, at least another two years or so, and we're only going to get closer....

And I don't even need to say how happy I am now because it's obvious to everyone who's seen the various phases I've been through since I joined this forum. It's apparent in my real life as well. I'm on top of the world, and it's because I'm finally comfortable being myself.

Your Virtuous Pedophiles group REINFORCES the discomfort, the depression, that this hysteria generates. VirPed is a just a place brimming with pedos who got completely FUCKED UP by the hysteria when they were young and just never got over it, never recovered from it like I did.

There's a reason they aren't happy Ethan and it goes deep. It's because they think that adult-child sex is INHERENTLY WRONG and that THEY are INHERENTLY WRONG by extension.

I look back on the person I used to be as a pathetic, self-loathing apologist with a self-defeatest attitude who would prefer to conform to this rampant ageism and sexism and allow myself to be scapegoated and shat on for my entire life than live it with a single ounce of happiness and dignity.

I say, if you feel like waltzing into the concentration camp with a big fat grin on your face and just making the best of it is a pretty okay way to live your life, then go ahead and join VirPed. Otherwise: ignore all the meaningless bullshit, put yourself the fuck out there, and start making connections and forming bonds with LGs - with the human beings - you are inclined to love.

They will be waiting for you.

~

R a i n b o w




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