A different GM

They will hurt you. Eventually, as much as you'd like to believe that the relationship is all well and invulnerable, there will come a point where we get hurt. And I'm not talking a two-week old crush that dissolves before it even materializes... I'm talking a 5 year relationship that is becomming more complex and confusing as time goes by. The pain continues as this hidden love must be patient and true throughout the worst of times. Doubt and confusion, you've had it for sure, but not quite like this. Guilt and confession, love and compassion, adoration and infatuation, you'll never know. Just keep giving until your heart is gone, and you'll understand. Tears don't know the answer, that's for sure. They will hurt you, and you'll understand that this love is more than we thought.

As much as we'd like to live in their world, we can't. And as much as we'd like to love in their world, we can't understand that precious time which we have lost. Only faint memories remain of the sacred garden in which we woke up to this world. If we love enough we will want them in a way which they cannot live up to, and this hurts more than one. Only regret will remain, and as years upon years have been wasted, you start to realize that maybe this drug-cult may be wrong... or right...

Such an innocent pink screen can cause a wonder of scars if you don't understand what you're getting into.

Don't dream big, as they say... when you're a pedophile, the smaller you dream, the more likely you are to survive.

I love this place and all that it stands for, but I can never commmit myself to one point of view. I live so young, yet fear that I'm too old to change my mind.

For those that might know what I'm talking about. I mean a serious relationship, one that has been long and enduring, with love and doubt, with everything that makes a relationship real... do you think that it can ever be real?