You can't let me leave in peace?

Look. It's really simple...I have not felt like I belong here for a LONG time, even BEFORE I left for jail and even moreso when I got out. I thought for a while I was happy to be back here, but I am no longer happy at GC.

Maybe I did not choose the best words for my previous post. Perhaps "bitter" was not the best word. So what other word can describe the feeling that most of you will never be able to find a stable sexual relationship and enjoy it indefinitely?

Too many people on this site do not give a fuck about lgs (or teen girls), and are filled with nothing but lust. There are a handful of others (you included) who do actually give a damn about little girls, but there are too many times when I feel we are not in the majority anymore.

Listen, the last thing I want to do is sit here and debate the finer points of girl-love with you. It is a FANTASY. I am going to get back on my high horse and ride off into the sunset with my ADULT gf. I can have that "normal" life. I have lots of lg's in my life and I care for the deeply...but NOTHING can ever happen with them. I will ALWAYS love little girls and care about them, but no more of this other non-sense. I WILL find the magical "off" switch. Just because I love them does not mean I HAVE to be attracted to them. I don't care how stupid it sounds, if I ignore it long enough it'll just go away. Besides I have an adult gf I am hot for and that's all I need.

Damn, this is totally fucking pointless. I have NOTHING useful left to contribute to this board. I do not want to be here anymore. I will ALWAYS love little girls and thanks to this board I understand my feelings and the nature of TRUE GL now. I got alot out of being here before and I leaned alot about myself. You can yell at me some more if it'll make you feel better, but I think it's the right thing for me to do at this point.

It's not about "leaving" in a huff or looking for sympathy...who the hell is even gonna see this post except you?!? There is nothing left for me to say, except...so long for now.

Take care of yourself Dissy.

INFINITY!