Re: I'm sad (the pedo's constant dilemma)

The least I can say is, look at what you've been given here. As of the moment, your sexuality has given you far, far, far more than you're giving it credit for, wouldn't you say?

Your sexuality has given you the firsthand experience to teach you the things about life that very, VERY few people ever get the chance to learn or experience. Your sexuality is there to improve every moment, every touch, every sound, and every sight of a little girl, to the point where you're fascinated enough to want to actually want to be around them. Being around children is highly underrated by many, and so people don't know what they're missing out on. We've learned so much from children, and we're reminded of so many of life's true prospects whenever we're around them. Your sexuality has enabled you to grab ahold of these every time you're with a child, and it's pure gold. Your sexuality has shaped you into the man you are, and we all love you for it.

It's a constant battle until death, that's plain to see, but you've got the high road here. In order to come out of all your depressions and work around all the crap you gotta put up with in having to deal with the bigots of the planet, you could not ask for a better mentality, and you know that. You're much stronger than those who beat you down and make fun of you and call you names. When they do that, your mind is forced to work a lot harder than theirs, and as long as you treat yourself right, when all is said and done you're on the top!

People automatically assume that the hated one is always the bad guy, just because he's hated, and that's how it's always going to be. Having learned this and thought through it to the point of figuring it out by going all the way back to the roots of the issues leading up to what makes a person become so naive like this, and that of course coupled with realizing how many of the people on this earth are these people, you've pretty much covered....well....heh....nearly the entire field of psychology, all in one gulp. You know ways of helping people and dealing with people that the majority would kill to be able to do, including the professionals, and even myself.

Hehe, stiffen up bud, you'll come out alive. We can't have it all, but we can have as much as we can grab hold of. I'd say you've done this to quite an extent, and you should be happy with what you've got. What you've got is a lot more than a lot of other people could ever dream of having, and this alone should be your motivation to move on and look forward to what lies in store for you, however it turns out.

See you in chat. =)

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