Re: May I ask?

"That did actually happen once, a few years ago. The irony of it was that I was not at all interested in this woman's daughter (other than professionally, of course). But the mother had built up a reputation of making false accusations against male teachers (I think she just hated men)... Everything she said was very obviously - and easily proven to be - a complete pack of lies (though all fairly vague insinuations), so I came out completely unscathed, and she ended up being revealed as the lying bitch that she was."

This is what I fear. If accusations were to be raised against me, the Judge would favor her side for the popular Culture's conception and regardless of if Judge is "fair" or not. Though, I am glad you were not completely destroyed. :)

"never be completely alone with one child."

Yes, but I am not in Elementary School, so on the one hand, I am glad, but on the other, I am sad.

Also, you mentioned "trust." I realized that "trust," though is built and acquired, is most certainly destroyed easily if the Mother has small tolerance in your attraction to them or any desire to speak with them besides School meterial.

"Sure - every time I go in I get to see her at some point, usually breaks and lunchtimes, unless I teach her class, which hasn't happened for a while. I posted about her a couple of times - first time here. She's absolutely gorgeous!"

Do you eat Lunch with her? Is this the same girl who smiled at you?

"I think if you really love kids, then you need to be around them just to feel fulfilled in life, but there are other ways than teaching: youth work, voluntary work - maybe something like that might be of interest to you?"

I do agree with you, but I have my own disabilities (so to speak). I have tremendous amount of fear and I am exceedingly Shy around them and Human Being in general, which basically destroys any communications with people. I would rather remain indoors where there is not a single individual in my house and Read a book or Study for my classes. Now, when it comes to Fulfillment, yes, I am (everyday) depressed and cannot function well. I frequently search the internet for Little Girls and them actively moving and talking, in general, but aside from that, I am quite immobile.

Speaking of fear, I fear prejudices by the Parents if they saw me speak to their daughter; I also fear their temperance towards my attitude toward her daughter; I also fear how her daughter might react to me speaking to her; I also fear the nature of conversation (in general). These are only a handful of listed fears that I am willing to disclose. I have had many experiences where I have engaged in speaking to the daughter and she would latch onto her Mother so tight that her skin have turned blue. Or I have smiled at many Little Girls with such hateful or grossed look from her. Such negative feedback gives me another fear that she does not view me as a normal human being but a monster.

"If you don't have their interest, you're on a loser all the way. 'Purposeful entertainment' I suppose would be the term!"

My definition of Entertainment is solely entertainment than to teach the actual course. A teacher who maybe teaching History may speak about all the "stories" of History rather than the "actual" History.

Perhaps I am labeled as "abnormal," even in the RL and PC. But I am certainly not a Monster and I love Little Girls with all of my heart,my soul, and my strength. They mean my life to me; in fact, I spent my entire life on them. :)