Hmm...

- I'm pedophile (girllover)

This is a positive thing, and at the very least, suggests that you should at least breed repeatedly to propagate your genetics before topping yourself.

- My teenage girlfriend I love don't agree with my orientation and she adjudge me

Well, she obviously doesn't love you for the person you are.

Ditch her.

- My parents are divorced and they are in constant conflict

So don't make those conflicts yours.

"Two people who are not you are fighting." Great, so none of this involves you. Let them.

- My younger brother is separated from me an I can't see him when I want

That sounds traumatic. Does he have an IM handle on any service?

- I'm depressed

Yeah, that looks like the big one...

A high-protien diet rich in tryptophan and tyrosine can take care of that one, if you don't have any vitamin deficiencies.

- I often think that even little girls do not like me

You're paranoid, nigga.

Most of them don't even know you, and ergo cannot have feelings regarding you one way or another. Mostly, though, you're paranoid.

So, as far as I can tell... it mostly comes down to "I'm depressed," with a little bit of "life would be cooler if my brother and I could hang out more often."

The latter, as mentioned, can in large part be alleviated with the use of telephone/IM/email/whatever.

The former, otoh, is a completely adjustable matter of neurochemistry. If you'd honestly rather top yourself than do a little bit of studying on what your brain needs to function happily... I'd say you have a very skewed sense of cost-benefit analysis there.

How you're feeling, good or bad, is all in your head - always. 'n that can be adjusted with trivial ease at will...