Hmmm...

ToM, I'm going to buck the tide here (I'm a shameless tide-bucker, it seems) and ask what happened that made you realize that you weren't a GL anymore? I know you posted on this in some detail on another forum, but for the sake of those who don't subscribe to others, could you explain? And your GM is classic GL. We've all had little shining moments such as those. Perhaps not with such sympathetic guardians about, but we had them, all the same. Anyway, whatever happens, good luck to you, and perhaps you will 'see the line' or 'find the light' or whatever you want to call it once again someday. Be well.