Was on my best behaviour today with another GM

Following on from my last thread, although there was no 'flashing' as such today when I saw my BLB, she did seem to have taken it to a new level. In a way more innocent, but also open to even harsher interpretation.

I've been advised here that if I go into too much detail then posts can sound contrived or intended to titillate, when they're not, so I'll just say that she came upstairs after school, where I was alone going about my own business, and asked me to help her get changed.

Goodness knows how, but I somehow avoided it, without leaving her feeling snubbed or that I thought it would be 'wrong'. She may well ask again, and I'll cross that bridge then. That took some willpower I can tell you! Yet the comforting knowledge afterwards that I had done the 'right' thing, and the best thing to safeguard my respected image and our future relationship (whatever it may be), was of much compensation. I guess I could hold my head high, rather than feel a little 'naughty'.

Of course when she got herself changed in a different room, then stood by the door topless just as I was walking past, was not something I could have foreseen or controlled, and as such in all its innocence I am quite happy that the moment existed, as would any reasonable person who might have seen it. I was in that hall a little while attending to some laundry, and I turned away so as not to look at her for longer than would be natural. Until she gave a noise that only means, 'hey look'. And so I turned around instinctively, and she was in just knickers this time. I turned away before too long, and I mention it here solely to elucidate that it does indeed seem that she wants to show me these things. And why not, she's only playing. And I only looked as long as any respectable adult would. (Okay, well perhaps a few milliseconds longer but still...)

Later on she was quite upset by having lost a favourite item, and as I was moving items around in the kitchen to try to unearth it for her, just after she had looked in the same place, my finger came off an item wet. I had touched her tear that had dropped there a moment before, in her sadness. It almost melted me in its lovelorn wetness. We found her lost item eventually and she rewarded me with a warm all-encompassing hug, and I felt so happy and content in the knowledge that this girl will always think of me as someone who genuinely cares for and loves her. Nobody else in the house helped her look, just me. And I feel there's nobody else she'd have wanted to help her, just as there's nobody I'd have wanted to help more in the world.

All in all not a bad day.

Azure