GirlChat #484342
Hey Lateralus
I'm feeling pretty worried about, and I'm not sure what I can say to help. The fact that you've survived this long through all this shit with PJ says alot. You said you weren't an emotionally strong person, but that can't be true. Anyone who has to put up with being outed for this long and doesn't kill themselves means they are strong. So please don't do it now. I wanted to ask you if you are able to receive help from a doctor, but you said you can't afford too? Look maybe this is a silly idea, but I know you were thinking about attending the last b4u-act workshop but didn't. Dissidents posts about it are very up-lifting, so being there must have been great. It sounds like it would be great if you could attend the next one, and I know Michael has said that b4u-act can pay for the flight (correct me if I'm wrong) It sounds like just the atmosphere you need right now, considering how there will be non judgmental MHPs there that you would probably get to talk with about these psychological problems. Anyway, I see many more people have already responded to you, I hope they had some useful things too say as well. Please take care |