Maybe this will cheer you up.

I am sure that Japanese Idols Saaya Irie and Ai Shinozaki appreciate thier older male fanbase. They are both now approaching Magic Age so it would be interesting to see if they get "discovered" as sex symbols across the Pacific when that happens. I would post links to pics but I would probably get in shit, they may not be your type anyway since you seem to like small breasted girls and these girls are very well endowed. I love both small and large breasted girls so I certainly appreciate them.