GirlChat #709272
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I fairly recently completely accepted that I was a pedophile. I've had 3 real LGF's and a number of other girls I was close with. But I always had a reason; first I was still young, then she was mature for her age.
Finally I started reading about pedophilia. I read the virped's propaganda and started to question my relationship with WG. Started to think I was a monster and I should cut off contact with her. At first, I knew they were wrong (WG loves me and the safety I provide for her), but the more I read the more I started to question myself. Then I found Tom O'Carroll's site (ironically while reading the post by virped leaders summarizing their views) and not long after I started reading girlchat. "Pro-contacters" not only made my life better, they also saved me from possibly making WG's life much worse. It's sad that even many pedophiles help to perpetuate the propaganda that we are monsters. Society might be monstrous (at least quite a few parts of it are), but I am not, we are not. |