Just remember you have people here that were willing to throw you their personal cell if you ever needed someone to talk to...and that offer still stands.
and you have this entire board / communities.
While I hate being so cryptic...you also stumbled upon my IRL GLer friend so you have their support I'd imagine. I'll shoot them a message they got me through the O fall out so...They are kind.
now you have allies in more than one place.
And said friend's girls are cute ;)