I totally hate myself for what I had to say to Rainbow.

But the kid deserves to know the truth. And I totally hate myself for telling it out.

May I be damned for it, is my wish.

But I care about the kid. Like I told him, he has my sword.

I just wish the edge wasn't so damned sharp, is all.

And no, no sympathy, please. I stand by what I told the kid. Like I said, if I'm damned for it, so be it, and I'll gladly go the Hell for it.

I feel way more bad for him than for me.

I'll never feel bad for me, you have my word.

But, I will feel bad for others...

Sadly,

Trill.