And I meant every word of it.

Look, lad, this is out of your hands, at least for now. Yes, you can imagine A, or B, or C, but you or anyone else has no way of knowing what will happen. You're just torturing yourself.

We have no way of knowing what will happen. My hope is, when your girl reaches 18, she'll tell her parents to fuck off, and re-establish her relationship with you. But like I say, we can't tell.

I know that this has gotten you on a line, and I know that you just can't let go. I just know that.

But I'm just concerned that you're doing yourself some wrong, in that you're carrying on hurting yourself, that you're doing just what those who want to hurt you want you to do.

It doesn't matter to me if you ignore me. That's really just fine. You must do what you feel is right for you.

I truly hope that it is just a matter of time until you feel better again, rainbow. As a matter of fact, I know that it really will be just a matter of time.

Love, and feeling for you,

Trill