This militant Robin Hood nick of yours was never my fav as you know. I have no idea what you are going through in RL but ‘all my girls are gone’ sounds like a trauma I would never want to face.
I want to tell you that I admire you education and intellect and your big hearted love that shows through in your posts and I wish you well and hope for your return soon.
I enjoyed joking that I had ‘dibs’ on a couple of your girls and if they are gone for you then they are also gone for me - sigh.
Best of luck on the trail my friend.