GirlChat #726972
I am emotionally dead to you
Counting down the days until we're through Your son doesn't call you a father So keep coming with them dollars Because you know you're guilty of treason Knife in the back without a reason While he's confessing his emotions like he's confessing crimes Would I have known, would I have been so kind? This is what he gets though, turn him out (but don't forget to top him up) Don't try fighting this, kid - like what are you, dumb? Just forget that you exist, go back to your antisocial cave Until you can manage to spit whatever words we demand you to say You're statistically proven, you're a menace, you're a fucking psycho Let me take your family away from you and we'll see how that goes Maybe he'll blow up finally, wrap a belt around his neck and let go But the trick is, when the time comes, nobody's gonna know Here's the thing, everybody seems to have a problem with me Because I broke down talking about romantic attraction to my little niece Whom, lest we forget, at the ripe old age of ten years old Smiled ear to ear and requested that I orally manipulate her asshole If I was her mother, I would've slapped her in the face If I was her father, I would've belittled her and called her a disgrace But I was just her big uncle who loved her more than words could ever describe So I bit my tongue and brushed it off and looked to the side Didn't want to fuck her up, didn't want to make her feel bad About feelings that she was having that she didn't choose to have Anyway, that isn't the point - the point is, I'm telling you: You don't have a right to destroy me over things that ain't true Crimes that I never committed, inappropriate things that I never did But because these stupid fuckers want to tell me that just because I like kids (Which is something you never had a problem with until it came to all this) I'm inherently a person not worthy of knowing what courtesy is Doomed from the start, that's the way it is - was You, Dad, I thought you were someone I could count on, huh Guess I came to the wrong conclusions based on things I said previously That when haters try to play me you would be sticking up for me After all that, all I could really say I had left was my dignity But you immediately turn and start reinforcing everybody's bigotry Guess I'm the villain now, guess there's nothing I can do about it Like you said, Dad, nothing's changed so I'll just shut up about it And oh, by the way, when a person is cut down Loses the better half of everything he loves, beaten to the ground: Was I acting antisocial? Aw, haha, fuck, I didn't notice Sorry to inconvenience you in my desperate struggle for the surface Keep treating me like a sex offender, like that's what I deserve Save your concern, just be sure that when I crash I can burn (haha) Understand, old-timer, I got over a million more words That stigmatic inaccuracies and ensuing betrayals ensure Will never be heard. Suck it. ~ Bow |