From the words that I've read from you here and elsewhere, I can only see you as a good person.
You are smart, sensitive, and caring. You learn to accept and honor yourself simply by being who you are already. The rest of the world who would criticize you, do so only to feel good about themselves.
RedViolin, if I can accept you for who you are, you can too. Enjoy life, my friend. That's what you were born for. Don't worry about those other "eggmen" who only want to hurt people.
"I am he as you are he as you are me, and we are all together."
I am the ______?