GirlChat #729249
that you seek would be a very helpful magical being. I'm convinced. I want one too.
I also fear that my feelings could be too intense such that events become forced instead of organic. I have had to carefully 'throttle back' (sort of withdraw) against my will to heat check that it's not just all me. Then dammit she comes to me and the whole cycle starts again. I'm actually in a position where I could ask to 'have' my LGF for the summer (parental breakup, both need some time alone) but I don't trust myself enough. I don't think I could bear it. I'll take that pedo guru now. Maybe we could get a group discount. |