Amplification

I had been involved with my little lover for years but was trying to stop my attraction to Her. Her mother attempted to be what I wanted but to no avail (on my part). I had been teaching computer science and mathematics at a local college. One of my students (referred to in my original post) was another attempt to change my ways. She a beautiful model and quite willing to have a short affair with me. I was thinking that, maybe, a sex "re-orientating" encounter might help me stop my lusting after my little lover. Although my student was very much willing to have sex with me, I could not rise to the occasion. It is a failure on my part and a seriously hated memory I cannot escape.

No, I never agreed to adjust her course grades in payment of her services. I simply agreed to tutor her vigorously. Her grades were her own.