Given the deadness of this forum, and my ignorance to others, I got involved with another forum. At least it has a large searchable database which can be useful to read about related topics that I might find useful for self help.

I felt a certain way about some of the members there. Many of them seem to be at a lack of acceptance with it, their sexual desires, and themselves. They seem to detest their own pedophilia and hate it in them, as the public at large does too, and generally would if they knew more.

However, I find I do not feel this way. After some years, I have been able to accept myself and integrate my sexuality. I find many others to think of themselves as defective, their sexuality wrong, and many other negative manifestations can take place subsequently.