GM

Hi everyone,

Just thought I'd share a gm while it was fresh in my mind . . .

I've always been extremely careful not to let my preferences known but despite how hard I've tried my wife knows that I'm a lgl. I'm especially careful with girls from the neighborhood and that's why this is so strange. I made no moves on this girl, she's the one seeking a relationship.

Lately our little 7yr old neighbor has been visiting my daughter frequently in our home and I've tried to be aloof with her and not let my feelings show. I usually compliment her on her clothes or hair, just little stuff.

She dropped by our house a few days ago and announced with a big smile that she thought I had a crush on her. I couldn't breath. Had I let something slip? My wife gave me a dirty look and I tried to laugh it off and left the room. I was afraid and excited about that comment. Afraid that if she said that sort of thing to the wrong people I could be in some serious trouble, and excited that she didn't seem to have a problem with me liking her in that way!

I was even more surprised when my daughter asked if she could sleep over. My wife and I agreed that no little girls were to sleep over if she went out and she had planned to go out that night. My mouth dropped when my wife said it was ok for her to sleep over.

Later that night the girls got into their nightgowns and she was all over me as I sat watching the tv on the recliner. I made the mistake of kissing her on the shoulder and she made a big deal out of it. I tried to minimize it by saying that I kiss my daughters all the time. I'm still hoping that she doesn't mention that to her Mother. How would I explain that? She also brought up the crush again and I said I thought she had a crush on me. She said she didn't :( We played tickle games where I tried to find all her tickle spots and at one point she hung over the armrest of the recliner face down with her legs across my lap and her pink panties staring me in the face! She looked up and saw me looking at her cute little rear and I was a little embarrassed at being caught. But she didn't say anything and we continued to play.

Another strange thing was that she and my daughter didn't play much together, she seemed more interested in me!

Life just gets curiouser and curiouser. I'm still afraid and must be watchful of my actions in public. Maybe if all goes well she will consent to be my gf!

wr