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My Story ---- Part II

Posted by NewtLover on 2003-June-18 20:06:12 EDT, Wednesday

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This is the second part of my story. I've noticed that a small number of you have read the first post, but I'll post second part, anyway. I'll try to make it shorter this time, I'd really appreciate replys here :)
Please, if you haven't read Part I, read it here.
Part III will not be posted until July, probably mid-July or even later. The reason for this is that I'm visiting Lenore on Sunday, and I'll be there for a couple of weeks. Then she should come here with me and she will be here for a few weeks.

Characters that appear in the story:
Lenore L. - born Jan 1990 - my LGFriend
Sandra L. - born Feb 1988 - her older sister
James L. - born Apr 1992 - her younger brother
Cousin #1 - b. 1987? - her male cousin
Cousin #2 - b. 1992? - same...
Markovic family - other, closer relatives in Newtown
Me - b. 1985 (that's all I'll say)

Also good to know:
Newtown - City she lives in (well, from Aug 2003, me too)
Oldtown - Where I currently reside

PART I

Last part ended as I returned home after meeting the sweetest, cutest, sexiest little girl in my life. She was 11 and a half at the time.

***


Well, I didn't see her again that summer. Next opportunity was at the end of September (same year, 2001). I went to Markovics for one weekend and I spent the entire Saturday with her. I called Lenore in the morning and she was very happy to hear from me. She was especially verrry happy to learn that I was in Newtown. She wanted to meet me immediately. We spent the whole day together walking, talking, going to McDonalds, Arcades, etc. She gave me another goodbye kiss that evening, as I followed her home.

Well, next visit was a month later, at the end of October. This time, it was pretty great, especially because I didn't go to Markovics, but instead stayed at the L family. It was a no-reason visit for one weekend.
Saturday was just our usual day in the city. However, on that day she said her famous quote:
"You know, when I was younger I gave my love to everyone, but nobody responded to it, so I forgot how to love."
I still haven't figured out what she meant.
Next day I had to go home. I decided to go in the evening. So, on the Sunday morning we went to a market near her home where there are thousands of people selling/buying misc stuff. It was pretty crowded, and she suddenly grabbed my hand (so that we don't break apart). My god, what a feeling it was!! I think that I have never felt so much love before that moment. We were walking and holding hands.
Soon we decided that we should get out of there, it was really becoming too crowded. Once we got out, I thought - damn, now she'll let go of my hand. But the weirdest thing happened: she didn't!!! Neither one of us wanted to let go of the other ones hand. So we kept holding hands... It was so amazing, walking down the street with a 12yo girl, holding hands for no obvious reason. At one point, she saw something she wanted to jump over, so she let go of my hand. However, after she had jumped over the pole, she returned to me and grabbed my hand once again. It was absolutely amazing... We walked like that until we got home.

After I returned to Oldtown, I have spoken to her several times by phone. She asked me to come to visit every time we spoke, but because of my financial situation I wasn't able to visit her. Finally, in November, I accepted her invitation.

During the November (weekend) visit, I finally got to sleep in her room. Well, actually, all three children shared the same room. However, I got Sandra's bed, so she is sleeping in the living room, and James rarely sleeps there, he usually sleeps with his parents. So, it was just Lenore and me. We stayed up until about 3am, we were sitting in her bed (she was wearing her famous cute nightgown), talking. At one point (we were talking about nothing important - going out, partys, etc.), she hugged me and gave me a big kiss (on the cheek). She said:
"I wish you were my brother, so that you would live here with me. I love you very much."
I was astounded. It was going way too fast for me, I totally lost myself in the moment. I responded with a kiss and:
"I love you more than anyone else in the whole world!!"
Then I rewinded what I said in my mind... "Damn it! That is a dangerous amount of affection! She'll realize...", such were my thoughts.
"I love you more than anyone else, too!", she responded.
I didn't really believe her too much about that. She didn't realize what I meant by love, and she probably meant 'love towards a friend', not 'love towards a lover' when she said that she loved me. However, it was a huge progress. This was the first time that any LG said to me 'I Love You'.
Next day was also pretty good. We went out during the day, and in the evening (about 7-8pm) she wanted me to give her a massage of the back. Then she asked me:
"Do you want me to take my shirt off?"
It was clear to me that she didn't have anything underneath the shirt except for the beautiful naked body of a preteen girl. However, I needed to say "No need to". Her parents were both home, and so were Sandra and James. I gave her the massage, and both of us enjoyed it :) It was a beautiful feeling to actually touch a body of the little girl. After the massage she said that she felt much better.
Tomorrow night she went with me to the rail station (I was going home by train). When my train arrived, she gave me a big hug and we kissed (not yet on the lips). We stayed in hug for about a minute, and we were both visibly sad. I went inside the train headed to Oldtown.

***


We have spoken by phone many times after that. Now it was her turn to come to visit. I kept inviting her to come to Oldtown, but she had a lot to study. Finally, she agreed. She said that she will come on December 24th, and she will also be here for the New Year's Eve.


To be continued...


NewtLover


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