OK, even though not many of you are reading this (would it help if I said that the story is full of GMs?), I will continue to post for the sake of those who do. Last part was posted few days ago, so you should remember it. However, I included the links, so you can look through previous parts.
Part V should be posted within 3-4 days.

Characters that appear in the story:
Lenore L. - born Jan 1990 - my LGF
Sandra L. - born Feb 1988 - her older sister
James L. - born Apr 1992 - her younger brother
Anne - born Jan 1988 - my sister
Mom, Dad - my parents
Me - b. 1985 (that's all I'll say)

Also good to know:
Newtown - City she lives in (well, from Aug/Sep 2003, me too)
Oldtown - Where I currently reside

PART I
PART II
PART III

In previous parts:

August 2001 - I met the sweetest, cutest, sexiest little girl in my life. She was 11 and a half at the time. Fell in love with her immediately. We became pretty close very soon, but only as friends, pals, relatives (she is a distant relative of mine, I still don't know exactly how we are related).
I visited Lenore a few times that autumn. Many new things happened - we were holding hands while walking, she would hug & kiss me pretty often, and I told her that I love her more than anyone else in the whole world. She responded with the same sentence.
Also, we slept in the same room, just the two of us, and would talk during the night. I feel nostalgic when I remember that time...

We have spoken by phone many times after that. Now it was her turn to come to visit. I kept inviting her to come to Oldtown, but she had a lot to study. Finally, she agreed. She said that she will come on December 24th, and she will also be here for the New Year's Eve.
I suggest that you read Part III if you haven't :)

So, basically, all of the days before New Year's Day were pretty much the same. OK, every day is a new adventure when I'm with her, but no need to talk to you people what was happening day-by-day.

We decided that we will celebrate the New Year's Eve on the city square, where most people from Oldtown wait New Year. We got there at about 11pm, and it was pretty crowded. There was live music, I remember that local band was playing "Sweet Home Alabama" when we arrived (pretty weird song for New Year's Eve in Serbia, don't you think?). Besides Lenore, there were many cute LGs, both on the stage and in the crowd (though, when I'm with Lenore, I usually don't care about other LGs). Then, few minutes before midnight, the mayor of Oldtown had a short speech and the countdown started:

"10... 9... 8... 7... 6... 5... 4... 3... 2... 1... Happy New Year 2002!!!"

I looked at Lenore, and she looked at me. I know that some of you watched X-Files. Well, you know the episode where Mulder and Scully kissed for the first time (OK, let's not count the Bermuda Triangle episode kiss)? Well..... What happened really brought me a deja-vu feeling:
"Happy New Year, Lenore"
"Happy New Year, [my name]"

... And we kissed on the lips! It was a short kiss (1-2 sec), but it was really great. It was our first kiss on the lips. However, we didn't mention the kiss for months after that. We stayed there, watched the fireworks and walked around the city. We got back home at about 3am.
Of course - it was New Year's eve, and we didn't go to sleep yet. We stayed awake for a while, watching South Park marathon on TV. However, she felt sleepy at about 5am, so we went to bed. This time she didn't change into her nightgown in the bathroom, as she used to - she simply did it in my room, while I was there. Soon she was standing there, wearing only panties. But, she turned her back to me, so I didn't see her breasts (though I got a few glimpses), but only her naked back. I kept thinking: "Oh, shit, I'm a pedophile and there is a little girl, wearing only panties, just a few feet away from me?!"

Then, on January 2nd, my sister Anne celebrated her birthday. She decided to take her best friends out. I asked her to take Lenore out, too, since I know how much she would like to go out to night clubs (my friends didn't want to go if she's going...). She agreed. Lenore was very happy to hear that Anne invited her to go out, she agreed immidiately. However, then she started having second thoughts when I told her that I'm not going (I just can't stand Anne's friends). She kept asking me if I'm mad at her because she's going, and I kept convincing her that I don't mind her going out with them. But, she didn't believe me. She decided to stay, and I could tell that infact she really wanted to go. So, I told her:
"Look, I really want you to go and have a good time. Besides, who do you think asked Anne to take you out?"
"You asked her to invite me?"
Then she suddenly sat in my lap, gave me a big kiss (on the cheek again *sigh*) and a strong hug. My god, she is so strong for a LG. She said "Thanks" while sitting in my lap, but soon get up, since she needed to get ready for the birthday. Lenore, Anne and her friends left about 7pm. I was pretty bored that evening. My friends were still recovering from the New Year's Eve, so I spent the entire evening just tweaking my computer and surfing the web.
Lenore got back at 3am that night. I waited for her, of course. She said that she had a great time, but she really felt bad for not being with me.

Next day we went ice-skating. It was a lot of fun for both of us, and I met few of my friends there. After we (Lenore and I) left, she told me that one of my friends (let's call him John) was "really cute". I felt something I haven't felt for a long time - jealousy. Honestly, I haven't had that feeling for about 2 years before that day. It felt really weird, but I then remembered how jealousy used to eat me alive earlier, how it used to ruin my life. Lenore was still talking about how cute John is. Then she suddenly took my hand and started to kiss it from shoulder downwards. What a unique feeling that was... It was like an electric shock each time she kissed me. I guess she got too carried away in her story. She then just said "Sorry" and continued to hold my hand. We were holding hands until we got back home. On our way back we were passing by some old, large house, and Lenore said:
"I'd give anything to live in this house. Just you and I, we would live here"
I lost myself in the moment, I didn't expect her to say that. So, I awkwardly responded:
"Umm... Wha... What about John?"
"Nah, we'd occasionally invite him over"
I forgot all about the jealousy feeling I had. She was walking pretty closer to me and was strongly holding my hand. We were both depressed - she is going home tomorrow...

That evening we stayed up until 5am. She went to chat on the Net, playing with pedophiles there. After that she wanted me to massage her back. Of course, I agreed, as always. Not only that it is a way for me to feel her body, but it really is a treat to see the face she makes when I massage her. She makes such a cute face, eyes half-shut, and a cute wide smile that tells you how much she is enjoying that. And every time I ask her "Does that feel good?", she would reply:
"Mmmmmm... Of course...."
And that "Mmmmmm" is really a unique sound. Makeing a little girl feel good - the best feeling in the world.
She nearly fell asleep while I was massaging her. We decided that we should go to bed, and she asked me:
"Would you mind staying here in my bed until I fall asleep? I am really scared at night..."
No need to say that I instantly agreed. I lay down next to her, and she turned face towards me. I really couldn't believe that - I was in the bed with a cutest LG I've ever seen, we were holding hands, and were turned face-to-face in bed. I guess she fell asleep quickly, though I can't be sure, since I also fell asleep...

When I woke up, I first thought "Shit!!". It was 11am, and it was weekend (IIRC). My parents were home, and they could've entered the room and seen the two of us in the same bed. Quickly I got up, and she woke up as well (btw, when I woke up she had her back turned to me). I apologized for falling asleep in her bed, and she said that she didn't mind, she slept like a baby anyway.
That day was nothing special. I was enormously sad because she is leaving. Almost entire day was spent in packing. Her family came at 3pm. They stayed for about an hour, and then had to go. Lenore just shortly said "Goodbye" to my family, and then came to me and hugged me so strongly. We kissed on the cheek, but it lasted a few seconds, and then remained in hug for a while. It was time to go. I often had flashbacks of the scene - she is exiting my apartment and I am looking at her walking down the hall. I try to memorize her (though I only see her from the back) cause I know that I won't see her in a while. Finally she gets to the stairs and disappears from my view.

I returned to the apartment. Something was f**king wrong. Yes, she wasn't there, and I felt some enormous pressure building in my head. I returned back to my room, which only made things worse. Her bed (mattress) was still on the floor, it was still unmade... I told my parents that I need a shower, so I went to the bathroom. I actually needed some time alone. I turned on the water so that they don't hear me. I am not ashamed to say - I cried that time more than any other time in my life up to that point. I was also depressed as never before. I felt the true strength of pedophilia. I got out of the bathroom after almost an hour. I was relieved to see that my mother has already cleaned my room and removed the mattress.


To be continued...