A recent GM

Hey, peeps,

Recently, I had a very kewl GM, involving some really beautiful girls (four of them) who were about 12-13 years old (they each looked about 12 to me).

Since my health has been bad in recent weeks, probably due (in part) to overwork, one of my adult female friends asked me if I would like to go out to the park with her and her daughter to relax, and also since she wanted to talk to me about a personal matter that she needed advice on. So, I agreed (luckily, as it turned out!).

As soon as we got there and entered the park, I saw this large trailer do-hickey...I had no idea what it was. But what was on top of it was what truly caught my eye. There were four young girls hanging around on top of it, and two of them were wearing bikinis. Need I even say how awesome they looked? That, of course, caught my eye, as I could scarcely imagine anything that looked more beautiful than that. The other two weren't in bikinis, but one of them did have a white tank top that had criss-crossing straps in the back (which looked marvelous on her). Each of those girls had an extraordinarily pretty face, and all seemed to be having a good time up there, just being themselves and enjoying the fact that they were young and were thus still 'allowed' to have fun.

Being an "adult," of course, and also wondering what they were doing up there, I simply gave them a quick glance and promptly returned my attention to the conversation I was having with my adult friend. I didn't want to be seen "leering" at them by any of the "do-gooder" adults in the park (hell, for all I know, a Julie Posey-like anti could have been there, right?). I paused the convo only to ponder what those girls were doing up there, but my friend simply smiled and answered, "I have no idea, but you know you enjoyed the sight." I simply smiled back in acknowledgement, and we then went back to our conversation as we found some picnic tables near the swing set (where her daughter was playing) where we could sit down and talk.

A short time later, all four of the girls ran past us to exit the park on the opposite direction in which we entered, and I remember noticing they looked even more beautiful up close. They were all brunnettes, all had bodies worthy of a model, and all had very cute faces.

Each of these GM's brings a smile to my face, reminding me of some of the beauty that exists in this often tumultuous world, while at the same time giving me a great feeling of meloncholy...if only I was a teen boy, I could have struck up a convo with those girls, asked one of them out, had fun hanging out with them, etc. Now, of course, I have to admire them from afar, knowing that I belong to a completely seperate world that never allows me into their own as an equal, but only occasionally as an "authority" figure.

Still, I take no shame in admiring them, and in having no desire to see their 30+ year old moms in bikinis instead.

--Dissident