Re: At this point...

Like I meniotned earlier how I did at the time and if I was still babysitting right now was attracted to her in at least a emotional and romantic way (there might have been a sexual attraction although I might never know that for sure), yet I could also tell that same 9 year old LG also had the hotts for me/had a crush on me as well. Her attraction to me might have been greater than mine feelings for her. I do know the feeling was more mutual, not through actual verbal langauge by talking but by bodey language and how the LG would act around me (especially those looks she gave me a la pro wrestling star The Rock). What's even more amazin g about 12 months ago in June 2004, possibly July, was that mother asked me to babysit all 3 kids a couple times after the school year had ended of course. And when I did, we were in their base ment watching tv like spongebob or something like that, and so I was sitting on a chair. And the LG whom I was attracted to, had a friend over who was I assume about the same age as she was. And her friend whow as also an LG must have apparently like me even more the my LG friend/neighbord did, possibly in a more sexual way, maybe/maybe not, because when I was sitting in the chair watching tv with them she ended up sitting in the chair with me next to me, and their was hardly any room at all in the tiny I was sitting in. I could have pracitcally put my arm around her if I wanted to make more room but I didn't. Just the way this friend acted around I could she liked me and had a super huge crush on me by hwo she acted around me and all, I just don't know if she was attracted to me sexually although I know she was emotionally & romantically attracted to me, from what I could tell anyway. Sorry for this post being so long...