Seems like everytime I reveal that piece of information to a friend, I must first assure them that I'm not John Mark Karr because they start freaking out, honestly. She was the first girl that I ever had a real crush on and I didn't know she was dead back when they were always showing the footage of her 10 years ago. (I was 16 and she was 6) My boy says there comes a time when you're gonna have to let go of your love, but I don't want to. Told me I have to let go, but I feel like I can't. I contemplate suicide everytime I think about letting go of her and it hurts. My friend was really sincere and understood my love for JonBenet, but didn't want to see me hurt. Even understanding how hard it must be with John Mark Karr in the news now being from where I live down here in Alabama(I'm not from here, just been living here for 5 years now)Is there any way I can keep her in my life, even though she's dead???