Conflicting GM

I was at the laundromat waiting for my clothes to wash. The place was packed with Latina LGs, all were wearing short shorts or skirts. One of them even said "hi" to me out of the blue, and still brainwashed as I am, I just gave a quick nod and walked away. I would love to smile more, but I don't want to arouse suspicions around the breeder parents.

The worst part (sort of) came for me when that LG and her friend were playing a game where they would sneak upon each other and lift each other's skirts from behind! Right in front of me was a full blown panty flash that sent me reeling. I was aroused seeing a LG's panties, but at the same time the thoughts of social consequence and indignation were weighing on me. I tried not to look but I couldn't help it. Fortunately one of them saw me looking and said, "Sorry!" while giggling. They knew that was inappropriate behavior to show their panties off to people, yet they were just being LGs.

That's the wonder of LGs. Everything is open to be enjoyed and played with. There are no parameters because no one is intended to get hurt. Us adults have to be so guarded against each other and abide by so many sanctions out of established reasons. Yet with LGs something like a panty flash just means having a good time.

As for me, I would like to think that being sexually turned-on by LGs isn't a bad thing, as Dissident explained to me. Yet there's still those fears of being locked up again or being outed by some jerk just for looking. I think the next phase of my life should be to get serious about undoing the damage done by those therapists, and learn to be unafraid. Hopefully everyone here can help me to try to be nicer to LGs; they deserve all the kindness in the world.