Just some GMs from the weekend.

Well first I was at a 6th birthday party of two kids related to me in someway. At the part there was a girl of about 8 or 9. We clicked right away. It never ceases to amaze me how quick girls are to clock with me. There has literally only been one girl who did not like me. For five years she didn't. Now she does but that really wasn't my fault more so her life situation.

Anyway, me and her chatted for a bit. When we started being more physical I saw the watchful eye of her father... well watching me. So I mainly kept it to just chatting, I kinda gave up on the physical flirting, but that didn't stop her haha It wasn't long but she was an awesome girl and I really wish I could see her more but that won't happen.

Later that day I got to hang with Q and T as well as the others (I completely forgot what I called them haha but the only significant one I will call P for now) Q and T are both 9 while P is 7.

Fuck they grow up, I think I remember saying Q and T were 7 here on GC. I am nervous for the day they no longer love me like that do now. Like what happened with my first LGF (who is 14). People often say that if they allowed us to have relations with little girls we would dump them as they got older because out love "isn't real" or some shit. Well the reality is contrary to that. It seems that often around 11-14 the girls themselves drift away. Interested by the boys in their peer group. This happens while we still love them. It breaks out hearts but since we care about them and respect them we let them move on.

Anyway, enough depressing stuff.

P is getting a lot closer to me. She really loves me and for the whole night wouldn't stop laying all over me and giving me kisses and demanding kisses. At one point my ex-LGF yelled at her "P you are his cousin stop doing that stuff what is wrong with you it's wrong" she got all snippy and nasty (yes she grew up like her mother sadly). Luckily for me P didn't give a shit (because there was nothing to give a shit about) and brushed her off. Q and T were getting a little jealous honestly and in the end I had Q to my left, T to my right, and P laying her head in my lap.

We talked about school and how unfair kids get treated. We talked about how it was bad for parents to lie to their kids. We discussed the shootings that have been allllll over the news recently. All three wanted to go shooting with me, I would love to do so but their parents are staunchly anti-gun (unless of course if the cops have them). Mainly because of the media. I have let Q handle my guns (of course unloaded). T will next time she comes over.

All three really wanted to come over and sleep over. Their parents said no though because of something they had to do the next day. If they slept over it would have been me and three amazing little girls together. Another time... another time.